A queer hijabi Muslim immigrant survives her coming-of-age by drawing strength and hope from stories in the Quran in this "raw and relatable memoir that challenges societal norms and expectations" (Linah Mohammad, NPR). "A masterful, must-read contribution to conversations on...

**A 2024 LAMBDA LITERARY AWARD FINALIST** "Zachary Zane is one of the best sex writers working today." --Dan Savage, New York Times bestselling author   Named a Most Anticipated LGBTQ+ Book of the Year by Buzzfeed...

"This is not a coming-out story. It's not a down-low story either. I never could have passed for straight, even if I'd wanted to, and so I never had the dubious luxury of living a lie." From the incomparable Emmy, Grammy, and Tony Award winner, a powerful and revealing...

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